It’s been a little while. Don’t know why it can feel like pushing a semi up a sheer rock face just to get on this and wiggle my fingers to spell out a few words but it does and that’s why I haven’t written much lately. I might as well write about some things that have happened in the last few months.

I stopped writing after I went to Australia to do some of the missions down there. Talk about a month of bull shit and debauchery. Flying back and forth from Aussie land to Japan through typhoons and shite weather is not my favorite but the beers are what really jacked me up. Ever heard of wizard staffs?! don’t do it, just…don’t. It was basically a month long frat party when we weren’t flying and honestly that was the only thing that kept us sane. Stuck in a tiny dorm room with no internet, one could only punish my dong so much.

After that I met one of the sweetest cutest women I have ever met and boned her. I also will be marring her so it wasn’t just about the poon. She is absolutely wonderful. I am so excited to start our life together. we went on a bunch of fun dates and hikes and I didn’t want to stop spending time with her. Then I was sent to Anchorage for Red Flag.

Anchorage was gorgeous but quite terrible as well. More isolating then Darwin and less freedom surprisingly even though we had cars. we couldn’t go into stores and hardly any food was deliverable and they guy we asked to get food was kind of a dick. it was like they weren’t prepared for us at all. funking stunking. anyway I did have a bunch of time to do nothing which I’m really, troublingly good at. After that 2 weeks quarantine then back with my baby. we had two full months to love each other and it was freaking great! thanksgiving and Christmas were the best I’ve had here and I couldn’t have been happier

Then my sweet baby went on to Yokota for tdy and I was lucky enough to see here up there. stayed with her for a week which was great! then I left for two months.

Back to America for Instructor Upgrade …in Altus yukkkkk. Stayed at a crash pad though so that was dope! it was easier than I thought it was going to be honestly. during that Cody and Lia got to come see me for a while which was dope since I haven’t seen them in over a year and some change. It was not bad but I let my health and my diet slip which affected my well being way more than I thought it would. My body felt light I was full of sludge, movements slow and heavy but that was nothing to how my mind had fallen. I was sluggish, full of anxiety and self doubt. I adjusted and the change was almost instant, two days of hard workouts and confident self talk and I was back to new. Thats something I have to remember when I’m not feeling my true self.

and that brings us back to right now! on ROM reading more manga than I thought possible, creating enough friction rubbing my schlong to light California on fire.